new pca?

The supervisor came to my apartment with two pca's. it started out with me coming back from my (what i thought was a neurologist appointment but was ACTUALLY an orthodontist appointment at gillette) appointment at gillette. the pca's supervisor called me and told me that two pca's would be at my apartment- the one that was supposed to be there yesterday and my regular one today. so.. i finally got to my apartment and i walked inside the apartment with my walker and then i seen the one that was supposed to be working during the weekdays sitting outside when i turned my body. i fell over when i was looking at the guy and he DIDN'T EVEN DO SHIT WHEN HE SEEN ME FALL ON MY ASS. it took ANOTHER STRANGER WALKING IN THE DOOR to help me up. (the supervisor of the pca's tried to use the excuse of liability bullshit for him not making an effort to help me). then i finally got up and let his dumb ass in and went to the bathroom in my apartment. i thought that i heard my health alert machine beeping while i was in the bathroom, so i screamed, "ARE YOU FUCKIN AROUND WITH MY HEALTH ALERT?" to the guy who was SUPPOSED to be my pca.. he didn't say anything. then about two minutes later.. i hear some pounding at my front door. i scream at the door, "WHO IS IT?!" then the FIRST RESPONSE say, "FIRST RESPONSE. WE GOT A FALL SIGNAL." then i let them in to show them that i was alright and i said, "no.. i didn't fall. it was just my pca fuckin around with my health alert. he's stupid." then they said, "well.. alright.. just as long as you're alright. good bye." then they left. *shakes head* moron. then one of the pca's were supposed to come yesterday came a little later and she showed up with her boyfriend, i forgot her name. that pca that came and was with her boyfriend asked me (and she was serious when she said this), "where are your kids? aren't you supposed to have kids running around at this age?" and i just said to her in a normal fashion, "uh.. what do you mean where are my kids?" then she said, "well usually girls your age have kids." then i said, "no.. i'm not ready." then she said, "oh well.. i see. i ain't ready either i suppose. i'd LIKE to get married but.. *looks at boyfriend*" then he said, "what are you looking at? it's not my fault. you can get married. maybe not to me.. too much money right now.." i think a LOT of the time it's the woman in the relationship that's more anxious to get settled. if i was 100% sure that my kids weren't gonna be welfare babies.. then i'd probably AT LEAST think about settling down but i have a little more respect for me and my FUTURE. i also wanna be content with where i am financially before i even think about having children and i'm not. the supervisor of the pca's must've told me to "be nice" AT LEAST FIVE times tonight.